1. |
Rise Above It
03:36
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Each moment is something for nothing
Projecting fear because you want something from it
Could you take any more than you give
How could you take any more than you give
Something for nothing
Pulling me under again
Something for nothing
Pulling me under again
Under again
Something for nothing
Pulling me under
Pulling me under again
Can’t settle for nothing
Become what I wasn’t
I must rise above it again
This life is my own
I’m doomed to repeat
If I cannot learn to create what I need
Learn to create
Learn to relate
Learn to create what I need
What I need
What I need
What I need
Learn to create what I need
I fall to the side
If I choose to lie
Lie in defeat
Selfless to beat
Look in the mirror
Choose to repeat
No chance to create
Something more for me
Something more for me
Something more for me
Something more for me
More for me
More for me yeah
Each moment is something for nothing
Projecting fear because you want something from it
Could you take any more than you give
How could you take any more than you give
Something for nothing
Pulling me under again
Something for nothing
Pulling me under again
Under again
Something for nothing
Pulling me under
Pulling me under again
Can’t settle for nothing
Become what I wasn’t
I must rise above it again
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2. |
Between Moments
03:28
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These thoughts in my mind played out
Feels quicker then I start to fade out
All my doubts
All my fears
My potential
Ringing clear
Something gained
Something lost
Trusting when you feel you’re gone
Like no place could feel like home
Like this life is on your own
There’s no one to call your home
But you can call yourself your own
You can call yourself your home
You can call yourself your own
Till it’s gone
Till it’s gone
Till I know that I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
Out alive
Out alive
Out of love
Out alone
In the end there’s no decision
Just a clouded over vision
Sentimental intermission
Destructive and submissive
Till I tear myself apart
Till I tear myself apart
Till I tear myself apart
Till I tear myself apart
Self apart
Till I tear myself apart
All my doubts
All my fears
My potential
Ringing clear
Something gained
Something lost
Trusting when you feel you’re gone
Like no place could feel like home
Like this life is on your own
There’s no one to call your home
But you can call yourself your own
You can call yourself your home
You can call yourself your own
Till it’s gone
Till it’s gone
Till I know that I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
That I made it out alive
Out alive
Out alive
Out of love
Out alone
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3. |
All of the Same
04:13
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If dreams become reality
Still living in insanity
The fixtures in my mind
Will surely deconstruct over time
My willingness to display
Holding me back to create
A life that I associate
Pushing through to separate
The circumstance that I create
Without a chance to hesitate
Slowly beginning to branch
Watching the mirror for change
Descending upon the deranged
Can’t find the words to arrange
All of my thoughts start to change
Feelings become the estranged
Slowly embezzle my name
Carving it out with the fame
Slowly detached from the gain
Can’t take away all the strain
It’s all of the same
It’s all of the same
It’s all of the same
Can you rise through
Can you start new
Can you recreate a reality that suits you
That it moves you
That it takes you to your greatest height
A reality that’s out of sight
Your picture perfect kind of life
Slowly beginning to branch
Watching the mirror for change
Descending upon the deranged
Can’t find the words to arrange
All of my thoughts start to change
Feelings become the estranged
Slowly embezzle my name
Carving it out with the fame
Slowly detached from the gain
Can’t take away all the strain
It’s all of the same
Can’t take away all the strain
It’s all of the same
Slowly embezzle my name
Carving it out with the fame
Slowly detached from the gain
Can’t take away all the strain
It’s all of the same
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4. |
Under The Current
04:19
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Left unattended
My heart reprimanded
I keep in silence till the end of my days
Visions stirring close
Visions blurring most
The push and the pull of the current
The feeling of the heart when it hurts the most
Visions stirring close
Visions blurring most
The push and the pull of the current
The feeling of the heart when it hurts the most
Fear from the host
Trapped in the post
Apocalyptic feeling
Abandoned by most
The feeling arose
When there is no believing
Eyes are deceiving
My life is misleading
Return to find meaning
From outside pretending
To inner depending
Is there any true vision
That I can rely on
Is there any true vision
That I can rely on
Because I wanted more
I feel it all the time
I feel it all the time
It’s weighing on my mind
Tearing me up inside
Pulling me down in strides
Forward progression to single me out
Frequently changing without a doubt
Because I wanted more
I feel it all the time
I feel it all the time
It’s weighing on my mind
Tearing me up inside
Pulling me down in strides
Forward progression to single me out
Frequently changing without a doubt
Fear from the host
Trapped in the post
Apocalyptic feeling
Abandoned by most
The feeling arose
When there is no believing
Eyes are deceiving
My life is misleading
Return to find meaning
From outside pretending
To inner dependent
Is there any true vision
That I can rely on
Is there any true vision
That I can rely on
Because I wanted more
I feel it all the time
I feel it all the time
It’s weighing on my mind
Tearing me up inside
Pulling me down in strides
Forward progression to single me out
Frequently changing without a doubt
Because I wanted more
I feel it all the time
I feel it all the time
It’s weighing on my mind
Tearing me up inside
Pulling me down in strides
Forward progression to single me out
Frequently changing without a doubt
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5. |
Contemporary Wound
04:18
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Fighting back these feelings
To give you everything
Over the moon
Over the moon for you
Is it too soon
My thoughts under pressure
With you I could feel it all
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
My thoughts under pressure
With you I could feel it all
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
My soul in division
Can’t tell if you’re in it
Can’t tell if I’m there
There In your heart
There in your thoughts
There when we part
How can I separate when were drifting apart
My soul in division
Can’t tell if you’re in it
Can’t tell if I’m there
There In your heart
There in your thoughts
There when we part
How can I separate when were drifting apart
Is it too late to restrain
Is this love that I have in vain
Is it causing me this pain
Because I don’t understand it the same
Will it all just depend
On what you have to say
Am I just to pretend
That my needs won’t remain
My soul in division
Can’t tell if you’re in it
Can’t tell if I’m there
There In your heart
There in your thoughts
There when we part
How can I separate when were drifting apart
My soul in division
Can’t tell if you’re in it
Can’t tell if I’m there
There In your heart
There in your thoughts
There when we part
How can I separate when were drifting apart
When we’re drifting apart
When we’re drifting apart
When we’re drifting apart
When we’re drifting apart
My thoughts under pressure
With you I could feel it all
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
My thoughts under pressure
With you I could feel it all
With you I know I could fall
With you I know I could fall
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6. |
Holding On
04:08
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An ode my old self
Always looking holding on
To what is dead and gone
Hoping things will get better
That all things will seem to matter
Seem to matter
It’s a matter of perspective
I’ve lost sight of my objective
I’m not seeing myself in the same way
In the same way
I’m not seeing myself in the same way
Passive thoughts
I’ve tried to calm my head
Not enough of what I do captures what I’m worth
Feeling all sorts of things that I can’t explain
If I start to feel it all I will go insane
I will go insane
I will go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
If I go insane
If I go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
Every single thing
Every single thing
Every single thing
No one else to blame
Every single day
Every single day
Oh yeah no one else to blame
For everything turning out the same
For everything turning out the same
Same as it ever was
Passive thoughts
I’ve tried to calm my head
Not enough of what I do captures what I’m worth
Feeling all sorts of things that I can’t explain
If I start to feel it all I will go insane
I will go insane
I will go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
If I go insane
If I go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
I will go insane
I will go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
If I go insane
If I go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
I will go insane
I will go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
If I go insane
If I go insane
I will start to lose every single fucking thing
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7. |
Distance Between Us
04:36
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This distance between us
It’s more than I am
Letting go of everything I ever thought I’d have
This whole situation
The man that I am
There’s something I’m missing
Through our devastation
Here I stand
Here I stand
Here I stand
Through our devastation
Here I stand
Your gonna make it your only problem
When you’re filling your head with sorrow
Gonna make it your only problem
When you’re filling your head with sorrow
Deconstruct reconstruct
Bend the mind to illusion
Grabbing at straws
In the movement
Filled with disillusion
Self doubt
Undetermined confusion
Spread in out
We played it out
Filled it out
Tried to reach a solution
Find our way back to the illusion
Now were loosing
What are we choosing
What are we loosing
Systematic confusion
My heart gets lost in the movement
Heart gets lost in the movement
My heart gets lost in the movement
My heart gets lost in the movement
In the movement yeah
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8. |
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Caught myself falling into the same trap again
The one where I cannot win
The one where it takes all of the love that I have
And I have none left to give to myself
Left to give to myself
When I give all my love to somebody else
Somebody else
Somebody else
Through all this distortion
The feelings are foreign
I’ve tried to deceive them
But cannot receive them
I’ve feared for the distance
Distracted by longing
I tried to resist this
But cannot dismiss this
I cannot dismiss this
I cannot dismiss this
I cannot dismiss this
Caught myself falling into the same trap again
The one where I cannot win
The one where it takes all of the love that I have
And I have none left to give to myself
Left to give to myself
When I give all my love to somebody else
Somebody else
Somebody else
Lord Kirkus:
Will isolation ruin a soul
If the aloneness is the best part of the whole?
Maybe I'm not the worst companion
But I learn so much more alone
With just a self and not even a reflection
Thinking takes over if I pay attention...
To the clues imagined in existence for me
The world is unique, individually
Language is art, in presentation, maybe
Out on a limb of an invisible tree
Without understanding, the words are lost
Sounds not heard, the sun not seen...
I elect to donate to the molecular breakdown
And restore the ash to earth
With me, friendships, learning this now
Feels as innocent as birth
I can tell you what it feels like
But you really don’t want to know
I can dream that it will be alright
As it always continues to grow
Books and advice go on for days
But they don’t tell what is felt
The consistency of it, is evil and stays
On your mind like nothing else
The day will come and I will choose
Miserable longer? Or freedom and rest?
This is an ending I’ll never wish upon you
I’m trying to do my very best
Minimal interest slowly drifting to the sea
The failure consumes this offering
There is no search party for the average emotion
Acceptance, remains, all that we know of
If love does not find us
The envy may grow
For one can not miss what he does not know
If longing for feelings you did once have
Time cares not, it will always pass
credits
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9. |
Shifts In The Heart
04:42
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Count down the ways
I fall into myself
Count down the ways
I fall into myself
I lost control of the situation
And now I hit the floor without any kind of realization
Of where to go
And where do I go next
And where do I go now
And where do I go next
And where do I go now
And it’s so easy to be in between
Consistently doubting the movement of parts
Through shifts in the heart
Direction unknown
Failed to postpone
Derived from distractions
Through sources unknown
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
I lost control of the situation
And now I hit the floor without any kind of realization
Of where to go
And where do I go next
And where do I go now
It’s not a mystery
Plain to see its misery
Bringing out the worst in me
It’s not a mystery
Plain to see its misery
Bringing out the worst in me
And it’s so easy to be in between
Consistently doubting the movement of parts
Through shifts in the heart
Direction unknown
Failed to postpone
Derived from distractions
Through sources unknown
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
Does anyone know
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10. |
Law of Attraction
04:51
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Foundation starts to crumble
When my heart is in trouble
Oh what am I building
Oh what am standing on
Did I get lost in the substance
Did I forget that I’m my own
Did I forget that I’m my own
Did I forget that I’m my own
Did I forget that I’m my own
Life’s ending
Better jump quick
Cause your hearts fading
Better not move
Cause your hearts breaking
Hold onto yourself
Don’t forget that you can help
That you can help
That you can help
That you can help
What is life without love
What is love without life
True to what you are feeling inside
Feeling inside
Let it grow from inside
Learn to attract what you like
Subtract what you don’t
Leave it alone
What no longer serves you
It’s got to be gone
Got to be gone
Got to be gone
Got to be gone
Life’s ending
Better jump quick
Cause your hearts fading
Better not move
Cause your hearts breaking
Hold onto yourself
Don’t forget that you can help
Reflect the love that you give
Love the life that you live
You can help yourself
You can help yourself
That you can help
That you can help
That you can help
Let it grow from inside
Learn to attract what you like
Subtract what you don’t
Leave it alone
What no longer serves you
It’s got to be gone
Got to be gone
Got to be gone
Got to be gone
Life’s ending
Better jump quick
Cause your hearts fading
Better not move
Cause your hearts breaking
Hold onto yourself
Don’t forget that you can help
Reflect the love that you give
Love the life that you live
That you can help
That you can help
That you can help
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11. |
Slow Down
03:29
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If it’s all repetition
Is my love the condition
So in and out
So turned around
So misguided by my thoughts
Now I’m up and down
Can’t sort it out
Still living with these ghosts
All of these ghosts
All of these ghosts
Coming back to haunt me
I’m still trying to let go
All of these ghosts
All of these ghosts
Coming back to haunt me
I’m still trying to let go
Still trying to learn and grow
Still trying to love the darkest parts of my soul
You can only push the dark out for so long
Before it consumes you whole
I am my own worst enemy
Smoke and mirrors right in front of me
Telling me oh
Telling me no
Telling me
Slow down slow down
Before you lose control
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12. |
Eternal Renewal
03:52
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I’m just gonna love myself
Before I lose myself
Learn to choose myself
Before anyone else
I’m telling myself to restrain
Not to complain
Just to regain
All of my strength
Filling my soul
Asking for more
And now I know I am exposed
I am exposed
I am exposed
My bones carry softness
My scars couldn’t stop this
I chose to reflect this
Create something different
Find my true vision
My reason for living
My reason for giving
It’s my reason for living
It’s my reason for giving
My reason for living
My reason for giving
My reason for living
My reason for giving
All of this
All of this
All of this
All of this
Coming back full circle
Coming full circle
All of this
All of this
All of this
All of this
Coming back full circle
Coming back full circle
All of this that you’re seeing
The love that I’m giving
The love that I’m feeling
The love that I’m reeling
All of this coming back full circle
All of this coming back full circle
All of this
All of this
All of this
All of this
Coming back full circle
Coming full circle
All of this
All of this
All of this
All of this
Coming back full circle
Coming back full circle
All of this that you’re seeing
The love that I’m giving
The love that I’m feeling
The love that I’m reeling
All of this coming back full circle
All of this coming back full circle
My bones carry softness
My scars couldn’t stop this
I chose to reflect this
Create something different
Find my true vision
My reason for living
My reason for giving
It’s my reason for living
It’s my reason for giving
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Tangled Memories Portland, Oregon
Tangled Memories is the project of Portland based singer, songwriter, and producer Garett Pierre Rogers. Immersed within various genres including Trip-Hop, Downtempo, Trap, and Indie Electronica. Garett Pierre brings together Pop elements with bursts of EDM. ... more
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